it wasn’t supposed to be like this

I cant stop thinking  It wasn’t supposed to be like this But I have to keep remembering This is a lie Bc I have a savior Who promises that Because I’m his  I’m always where I’m meant to be  Whether in a valley Or the sunniest of mountaintops  It  All Has Reason It All HasContinue reading “it wasn’t supposed to be like this”

enough

It’s not enough to say you’re a Christian and say you believe God is enough but when you’re tested you break— Do you believe? Like REALLY, TRULY believe? Do you believe these words they’re singing? Do you believe that God robed himself in the flesh to send someone to be beaten and bruised so youContinue reading “enough”

BLUE

part of the color series Blue is the color of driving home by yourself after a rough day, the wind drying the tears on your trembling face. Blue is seeing an old friend whom a misunderstanding has distanced you from. It’s feeling absolutely, uncontrollably alone; being surrounded by people that care nothing for you.  ButContinue reading “BLUE”

WHAT BROKEN LOOKS LIKE

Broken looks like: Falling asleep to the rhythm of Gasps through tears. Sitting in bed, Drowning in the darkness, Lifting your hands to the heaven Because in and of yourself You can’t, You just can’t. // Broken looks like Taking late night walks  Under the stars, Reminding yourself you’re Really small And it’s okay TheContinue reading “WHAT BROKEN LOOKS LIKE”

WATERPROOF

Is says on the packaging That my mascara is “Waterproof.” But it isn’t. As I cry My tears scrape up the Black ash And smear it beneath my eyes, Publicly displaying My dismal position.   Waterproof.   Yeah right.   A lot of things aren’t waterproof. Some things dissolve in water, Gone in a second.Continue reading “WATERPROOF”